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Reviewing Goals

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Hello Everyone, 

Today is a good day. 

Its the first day since the accident that I have woken up and felt as if I haven't wanted to cry.







 I must think about Diego at least once every half an hour but, its all good memories at the moment, I am training my brain to forget the last time that I actually saw him. 

To be honest by the time we found him he was gone so its not hard to do. 

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone that has reached out on social media and in person. I honestly didn't think that people cared so much about my little fluff ball and Luke and I. 







It's meant the world to us. 

Diego comes home next week and I think that will be the final closure. 

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Work also gave me some free tickets to the theater as acknowledge for my hard work over the past couple of months, so I get to take Luke out and relax. 

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As March ended on such a crap note, I decided to suspend the goals over to April. So anything that wasn't done has automatically been moved over. 

So if we look …

Carrying on

Hello Everyone, 
I hope you are all ok. 
I also hope that I didn't worry anyone with my last post - If I did it wasn't my intention. 
As I said, last week was just exceptionally crap. 
However, I don't want to dwell as I am the strong one in my household, so I figured that I would write an article about carrying on. 
Even when you just want to sit in tears and wear the same clothes days in a row. When even getting in the shower is in an achievement. 
So here is how I am busting myself out of my grief / depression.... It might help if you too are suffering or helping someone through it. 
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1) Getting the house in order
I find that the more you take control over your environment, the better you feel. What is happening in my life was a complete shock and out of our hands. 
So even though I have recently done a spring clean... Today I have been around the house, collected the mountain of clothes and got them washed... I have taken a bin bag round and gathered the rubbish... I have tid…

A New Project

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Hellloooo Everyone, 
I thought that I would drop you all a quick post to let you know that I am still here! 
I had planned if you remember to have my big return to Youtube and to the blog this month, however the Universe appeared to have other plans for me. 
I've come to the quick realisation that life is too short and you have to go after the things that you really wanna do. 
Talk to the people that you have meant to and also value those that are in your life because they can be taken away in the blink of an eye. 
I'm not really ready to talk about it, however if you go to the new page on the blog, you will at least get half the story. 
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The main thing to say is... I've have a rough week, but I am ok. 
I am trying to throw myself into a new project to manage my grief and this has led to the creation of a new series called Diego The Wonder Cat - The Small cat With the Big imagination.  There is the whole backstory on their and also my plans for it going forward. 
When I am a litt…

Whats in a Name?

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Hellloooo Everybody, 
Time for a bit of a reflective post and a little glimpse into my soul. 




That which we call a rose
By any other name would smell as sweet.

As you may or may not have figured out, Becky isn't my given name. 
It's a nickname. 
In England its very common for someone to shorten the name Rebekah to Becky as a form of closeness.
However, it's gotten to the point that when people would call me Rebekah that I would look around for someone else. 
Its a real shame when you think about it, that my parents would pick a beautiful name of Rebekah Mary and I would literally never use it. 
The only time you see it is on ID, so when I was buying a house at the end of last year. 
 It's rather strange because I have spent the last five years at work trying to get my name updated on the company website from Rebekah to Rebekah Mary as it was only half my first name. 
On Friday it finally happened and I was really glad. 
So it must mean something to me. 
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I thought that I would goo…