Lifestyle : A trying week and a new video

Hello everyone, 

I hope that you are all ok. I am enjoying having a clean and quiet flat. I think that there is something nice about just having the fire on and being alone with your own thoughts for a bit. 

I have to admit though I have now realised how far behind that I am with my monthly goals. But more on that later. 

Before we go much further I shall take the opportunity to mention that the last part of the Slender saga has gone live on the gaming channel for Scaretober. 

You can see it linked below... it's a little of a different format as there was a problem with the recorded game play. 

There is an explanation in the description box if you are interested. 

Also exciting news before we start - I am going to London tomorrow! 

I am taking the camera so I plan to log while I'm there and also to take some pictures for the blog :)).  Believe it or not, this is the last of my Birthday celebrations (my 25th was in July)... so I'm buzzing to be going. 

Right on to the subject of the post. 

As you can see from the title of the post, my past week hasn't been easy. 

I'll rephrase actually, I had a really good week with work and life. I even tweeted that everything was in balance... however I had issues when it came to the night time.

 I struggled to sleep, I was lucky if I was getting two hours a night. 

I am a big believer that you should evaluate your dreams everyone and again. I had one in particular that I remember from the past week.... my Anxiety became a dark mass that took the form of someone in my life and then started yelling things at me. 

This person couldn't have know about what they were talking about. 

The next day I had a really pleasant time with them. Odd. 

I really want to get a dream book one day and interpret some of this odd dreams, I know that there must be something that my subconscious is trying to tell me. 

The good news is that I am now sleeping fine, but it has effected my posting as when I have gotten home from work, I've just crashed out! 

Let me know if you have been through something similar....

Check out the channel for the London footage tomorrow and the blog for a special Collab post tomorrow ;)




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