Morning World, 

There are a few questions that I have asked myself today already. 

Why I am unable to sleep? 

Why am I out in the park at 4am exercising? 

Why am I sitting here at 6am writing a blog post? 

The answer? I can't stop having dreams about the same thing or namely the same person. 

At first, I found it rather amusing to keep dreaming about the same person, but its now been months and the dreams have started to take a more sinister turn. I'm now afraid to fall asleep / my body won't let me. I wake up confused and anxious as if something bad is about to happen. 

I have always been a big believer that if you can, you should analysis your dreams as it helps to realise what is going on in your head. 

I stupidly googled it and it it told me the below :

As you know, I like to keep my blog organic and relevant and as this is an ongoing situation,  I feel like this is some sort of therapy. 

I see it like this - obviously yes, there must be a reason that this keeps happening.  When I spoke about it at work, two days passed with no dreams. But as soon as I let it ride, they happened again. 

Maybe I need to talk to the person, I mean alot of people have given me that advice but there is no rational way to tell someone to get out of your dreams. 

God knows, has anyone here been in the same situation?  How do we overcome such an issue? Its such a hard one as there is no way to control your body when you are asleep. 

I think talking about it is the only way forward - despite embarrassment that might ensue. 

I'll keep you up to date. 

The purpose of this post is not to moan but to actually try to see if this also helps. Also its to explain my moaning on twitter haha 




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